Dengan lafaz bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,

ehemm , ehemm , testing testing . eh , hello hai Assalamualaikum tak jawab dosa kalau jawab sayang :D Hehh . Dahh lamaa rasanya elyn meng-anak tiri-kan blog ni -.- Teruk laa elyn ni . Eh eh , awokk keno pehei , sayo busy . bukei sayo sajo sajo malah update k . Hahaa . Kannnnn dah keluar loghat kelantan aku x) Tak fahamm ? pergi google translate ok .
Malam niy elyn happy . Sebab ? Entah laa , takde sebab . Mungkin sebab elyn dah redha atas segalanya . Apa nak jadi , elyn biarkann :) even benda tuu buat elyn sakit , elyn tetap Biarkannn .
That's the only choice I have .

Elyn pasrah . Allah dah takdirkan elyn untuk hadapi benda yang macam ni , So macam ni lah :)

Positive thinking is what do I need desperately now . Keep trying . There's no one now . Only Him :)

Hari tuu adik elyn ada tanya . Kenapa elyn dalam blog lain , luaran lain .  Elyn nampak sangat bahagia macam org takde masalah kat luar . Gelak bagai nak rak tak ingat dunia .

Haa , here the answer .
: Dear sister , there will come a day where you need to stand on your own . You can't have anybody to hold on to . Why ? because the situation doesn't let you to do so . But , you can't say this life is so cruel and unfair . Promise me that you never will . All you have to do is , stay strong and carry on . It might be hard to stand up without anybody around you but you have to learn . Yes , you have to . I'm acting like nothing happen so that no one will know what the hell things that keeps rolling in my mind :)

Well hidup kita nehh , Bergantung pada ketentuan Allah kann .

Redha .
Ituuuuuuuu je lahh yang mampu elyn buat :') kayyy enough .

Wondering ; Macam mana nak khusyuk dalam solat ? well , elyn punn manusia biasa jugakk . Tidak lah perfect mana punn . Tapi at least , elyn ada try . Bila dalam solat , cuba untuk kosong kann fikiran and keep calm . It's now between you and Allah , not the others . Just forget every single things happen before for a while . Stay focus on gaining His blesses . Tapi , siapa lah elyn nak cakap banyak pasal hal niyy kann . Elyn bukannya seorang manusia yang sempurna .



Like they said , No need to talk , no need to write , no need to spill out , Pictures tell and explain everything , kannn :)












*Ferr ya , have a blast . Hoping you'll fine , even more happy without me by your side :)

Walau apa pun yang terjadi ,
kita tetap ada Allah .

My aunt said this and I swear I'll remember it for rest of my life : Mengadu dengan Allah itu lebih baik daripada mengadu dengan orang lain :')





I'm feeling better  Yeah , you're AWESOME elyn ! :'D

Alhamdulillah for everything :')